February 21, 2009 • No Comments
Life is so funny. i’m still wondering why is it that way? Even though things may seem sooo nice and settled in the eyes of many, its remains unchanged in my eyes. only to my eyes..why is that so? The grass on the other side always seems grenner doesnt it? People around me think everything is so beautiful but…why?? why am i feeling this way? So many dreams…haiz..what about them. Jus send them to the trash says my brain to the heart of mine. But hearty heart refuses to do so. Therefore, there goes the comflict that has remained all my life and still goin on. How “gr8″ can that be..aaarrgghh!!
would this ever come to an end. Feel like life is a duty. Jus mere duty with additional emotions added to it. The funny part is people actually get carried away with the emotions and forget the duty. Why do humans of all animals have soo many dreams n desires about life and how they wanna live it when in the end its all the grave thats gonna embrace us. hahaha..no.noo this is not the effect of any movie or book. Jus tots..my tots.. Becoz i am a victim of my own words. M no different nor indifferent. Fighting to be though. someday..sometime..i will achieve it. Living life as a duty..but with ample happiness. people living life as a duty forget to be happy..Hmmm..how could that be. where is the happiness.?? live your life people!!
I’ve always tot love is everything..actualli i still do. but not every1 believes what i believe and its unfair for me to make another fellow human to think as me..Agreed. To me love makes EVERYTHING possible. money is nothing at all.. Why is it sooooooooooooo difficult to understand this.?? When will the ignorant people ever understand this. Love your live people..love it and you will see bliss. the happiest people in life arent realli the richest people in life. Money will fall in place..when there is love. Live it and you will understand this..
Seems like i’ve got alot to say..yes i do.. Wisdom doesnt hit me often and when it does…you’ll see the result. let me not complete that statement. Why am I this way i am?? Why do i expect the better half to think the way i do as well.. Mayb this is jus coz i need frequency..at least a bit..oh Cmon!! What is wrong with that..Ok if i cant achieve..What do i do?? Nothing jus sit back n laugh at them. Ignorant people who haven reached my wisdom..i know this sound really arrogant but trust me… I am intelligent and it oozing outta me..Admit it!
To the rest who can agree with me…Good! For those who think what i wrote is utter rubbish.. to hell with you guys..i dun care!!
January 22, 2009 • No Comments
The mind is pretty much always wandering and its so difficult to put it in place most of the times. Thou we deliberately choose to ignore some factors i wonder why they keep coming back to you. As funny as this may seem its totally true people. Trust me!! ok well well… new year’s started. So many difficult decisions were made and life still seems pretty sane..Thou clueless about the future, i do have an idea how i wanna live that difficult period of my life…once again..
something i never anticipated in life..never wanted to go throu it again. Well its all the almighty deciding up there. My share was little indeed. Hoping for the best still..wat else can i ask for?? m human as well..
December 21, 2008 • No Comments
amazingly the year has come to an end..one of the most memorable year i’ve had..so many ups n downs..well..m glad its gonna end coz the next year is gonna be totally new and exciting. Change of status..change of place..etc.. its all gonna be change and nothin else. i’m soo gonna love this. God’s finally decided to be nice to me..hahaha..anyways wish u all out there a very very happy new YEAR!!!!
November 12, 2008 • No Comments
Amongst so many that walk pass my life i choose to remember those who mean somethin to me…who came close to my soul and shared their lives with me. Some last for more than a decade and others less than 10 mths. Gals..gals..wat can i say?? Life starts to revolve ard the special person wen he enters your life..and wat happens to the friend who was there for u wen u cried..?? ungrateful morons!!! parden my lingo as hurt is prevailing throu my nerves and mind.. intolerable behaviour.. ungrateful is the word i have for u. I’m not angry.. jus hurt..
If i’ve errored you shld let me knw for i wld chnge it..dun shut urself away for one day you wld regret it. But i wldnt be there..for i wld be far away still thinking abt a lost fren and how well you r doin.. I doubt if u do too..Mayb u do. i dunno.. dun wish to assume and waste my time. its a waste if i were to spend too much time poundering abt this but sad to say…i’m human. Humans do react this way..haiz…i wish i cld let it go…not like its new to me..
PS: That 1 person who has stayed with me thro out. jus wanna say i love u babe…always will.
October 22, 2008 • No Comments
A perfect mixture of what i wanted.
A subtle assertiveness with seduction.
A swiftness of speed along with stability,
A contradiction made of youth and maturity..
October 18, 2008 • No Comments
its like a part of me cryin and other smiling. leading a dual life.. ripping off a part of me pains me.. The arrivals and departures which i have witnessed all my life. The incomplete feeling that i will be leavin behind somethin realli sweet and tale-like for reality. It hits me wen i face the world as its different from my unique thinkings and virtues.. My heart calls out the name which has been in my mind for awhile since now..How long i question myself. If only i knew whats happening wouldnt i be feelin better??.. i’m sick of finding answers cos i dun get any. The more i try the harder the journey gets for me.. i dunno wat “you” are to me but i like the fact that u r in my life and wish to treasure u till time allows.. hope to meet u again.. as life’s a circle… In different situations and circumstances.. wish to see u again.. Don forget me till then..
May 25, 2008 • 1 Comment
actualli i’m kinda pissed rite now..jus dunno y or rather i prefer not to disclose any details.. i think guys are weird creatures.. whateva they say dun tally with their actions. Agree ladies??? Well… we r from diff planets anyways..
May 12, 2008 • 3 Comments
i jus needed an outlet to pen down my tots… views and ideas about life and the whole shit tat follows along with it. its the 13th day of the 5th month..life is still kickin n moving…nothin so special. jus tat i am gonna b out of job soon and would be entering the real world. hope to see some new light at the end of this tunnel..
